Underneath Your Fingernails.

hey everyone who still actually uses LJ~ since I don't post anymore I thought I'd give out some alternative contact details for those of you who wanna stay in touch with me.

fscebook: search for Leia Stoddart
plurk: I just got this today so idk how to work it yet but here
AIM: xtoobloodyright

letting me know who you are and where you'd adding me would be useful for my brain but is not compulsory. ilu all. ♥

Still alive, yes. Blaming my Tumblr and sixwordstories addictions for the lack of actual updates.
So I live with my mother now, back in the bedroom I had when I was fifteen, with Fall Out Boy stickers all over the furniture and a window so dirty on the outside I can barely see out of it. I... don't know how long I've been back, actually; I'm kind of hazy when it comes to time. It's been weeks, anyway.

I think it's going well. We fight, but we laugh more.

I spend most of my time now worrying about the problems of my friends: drug addictions, physical abuse, on-again-off-again boyfriends, self-harm, attempted suicide. There's always drama, and I could count the number of friends I'm close to on one hand easily.

Also, I put my relationship on an indefinite hiatus, which means I tried to break up with him and he point-blank refused to give up on me, which, uh. :| Yes, I am a pushover.

I should start over with everything. I want to start over with everything. I don't know why it's so difficult.

Hiiiiii. Just wanted to let you all know that I have bullied my laptop into allowing AIM to function again. If you want to talk, my username is back to xtoobloodyright. Feel free to add!

Triumphs over technology aside, my cold/flu/plague is still very much present. I am chugging cough medicine and popping pills like candy, but nothing doing. ;;

Proper update when I'm alive. Promise. ♥

GODDAMN YOU, ILEX FOREST.

That is all. 8)

HAY GUYS.

I have Big News. Terrifyingly big news..










GETTING MOTHERFUCKING MARRIED! :D:D:D:D:D:D I am also ridiculously in love and levitating 48374934679 feet above everything because it is awesome. He is Glasweeeeegian, I am collecting Weegies. It is fucking fantastic.

Also, I gave myself concussion pole dancing. :3

Friends Cut

Nothing huge, I just feel like my flist is too big right now. If you wanna be kept, comment. If you're a new friend or we talk regularly, it's safe to assume I'm keeping you. ♥

Just to let you guys know: my laptop kicked the bucket a week ago and I now have no internet access anywhere. Special apologies to DR folk 'cause I haven't re-applied for Adair yet.

in the interest of killing time until holly wakes up have a meme~

① anonymous commenting is enabled, and IP logging is off.
② questions don't have to be about me and can be random.
③ i'll answer everything honestly & will only screen very personal things.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY~~~! 8D

More on this later. Aussi, more snow!

>Anonymous Meme

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything.
Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you
wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy.
Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these
entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back
here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself.
Anything.

Have at it, loves~

THERE'S A FUCKING MASSIVE SPIDER UNDER MY PILLOW AND I CAN'T GET IN BED EVER AGAIN LS;DJHSALJDHAS;LFJ I-I'm not even scared of spiders, but this one's huge. ;___;